What I like: the long dark hair, she dresses well, nice smile, nice ass and she seems to be grounded. That’s one thing about her sister Kim. She doesn’t look bad either, but she’s all about the camera, you can just tell. Kourtney doesn’t seem like she can be bought with with a few dollars, but maybe I’m wrong… She’s got nice tits and legs too.

What I don’t like: I don’t know why I write this shit on every CILF. Most of the time I don’t have anything to say. I should just show the pictures with what I like. She good as far as I know.

What I like: I noticed her a few days ago on a movie called “Caribe.” She’s got this nice full lips, dark hair, perky tits and beautiful skin. She had a couple of nude scenes in the movie and I’m glad it did ’cause otherwise I would have thought she looked differently naked. I don’t know how old shes is, but it seems she has an ageless smile. It is unfortunate, in a way, that our experiences sometimes shape my thoughts in negative ways so I’m just going to her type of personality is not the one I would imagine her to have.

What I don’t like: I wish her eyes were a different color. I can’t say much ’cause there aren’t enough photos of her out there.

What I like: she’s thirty five years old and this is how she looks? People can hate on that, but you got to like it too. That long hair is nice, the chin, brunette, beautiful skin with a good pair of kissable lips, nice smile, nice cheeks.

What I don’t like: what’s up with the cleavage on all the pictures I’ve seen? Something about her tits is not perfect, but who cares… I just had to pick something.

My report: I rented this movie because I saw it had comments from Russel Simmons, Whoopi Goldberg and Damon Dash in it. I wanted to know how black people in power felt about the word nigger, and it turned out to be interesting.

The word nigger or nigga is used among black people in the U.S. in many different ways. When I first came to this country I only knew one meaning for the word. It is that same racial slur most people know the word by. But when I heard on T.V. and on songs, people using the word nigga so freely I thought maybe it is OK for anybody to use it. So I tried using the word, but every time I did it just didn’t feel right. It didn’t feel right because in my brain there was already a symbol associated with that word. It also didn’t feel right because no everybody, not even all blacks, feel the same way about it. The first and only time I heard my mom use the word nigger, she used it as a derogatory term towards my dad (when he wasn’t in the room) because they were having an argument. And even then it didn’t make sense that my black mom would try to insult my black dad by using the word nigger… they’re both black! It’s like this one time I was fighting with my older brother so I called him an “hijo de puta,” a common insult in Panama that means “son of a whore.” You see where the problem is? We’re brothers! By calling him a son of a whore, I was calling my own mother a son of a whore. As soon as I said, my brother smiled at me and said “we have the same mother you dumb ass,” we both laughed and that was the end of the fight. Never again did I use that same phrase on any of my brothers.

Here is my problem with the world nigger: it divides people. It divides blacks from all other races, and what’s most important, it divides blacks who are against the use of the word nigger from those who favor it. If you ask me, I would say the use of the word today in Hip Hop is mainly serving the same purpose it did when it was first used on blacks. I heard Chris Rock, a black comedian, say that there are black people and then there are niggers. I say niggers are blacks. He was trying to say that a nigger is a dumb black person who is ignorant and likes being ignorant, they like to “keep it real.” I am against his way of thinking because, again, it does nothing but cause more division.

I’ve heard people say that “nigger” is a racial slur, but “niggaz” isn’t. What? That is confusing, and the truth is that it is just another way to try to make the word OK. In Hip Hop lyrics, the word nigga is used all the time. These lyrics are not being heard by black kids, they are being heard by every race and culture on the planet. As artists, we black people are telling the word that it is OK to use the word nigga, but many times when we hear non-blacks use the word we get mad, why? The reason why is because the word, in many ways, still holds the same meaning it had many years ago.

The word nigga is a double standard and at the same time a form of empowerment. To the black person it could mean “I will use the word nigga because I want to, and no white person is going to tell me I can’t,” it could also mean “the word nigga is for us black people ONLY to use,” or “I am better than that other black person who looks just like me.” If you are a black person using the word nigga, you are using it to rebel or distinguish yourself. Either way, the true outcome is division.

I choose not to use the word nigga because it divides. If I use it it will be in a sense of unity amongst black people and knowing that everyone in the room is comfortable with the word. I truly love my race too much to help shred it apart. I don’t care what nobody, aside from all blacks, think of the word “nigga”. Let’s get our own black culture to unite so we can have a unanimous vote.

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About it: The biggest names in show business come together to offer their opinions on one of the most inflammatory words in the English language in filmmaker Todd Williams’ revealing and thought-provoking documentary. In its long and complex history, the word “nigger” has gone from a cutting and derogatory racial slur to a term of endearment frequently used by African-American youth culture. Though the word has in a sense been “taken back” by the very people that it targeted, it still has the power to anger and enrage when taken out of its new context. As a variety of celebrities including Quincy Jones, Russell Simmons, George Carlin, Damon Dash, and Bryant Gumbel offer their opinions on this polarizing word, the taboo of language is broken to reveal an ever-changing society that is constantly attempting to make sense of a dark past while simultaneously attempting to build a brighter future. ~ Jason Buchanan, All Movie Guide

Hypocrites, have you seen one lately? If you think not it is because you are being fooled, but at one point or another in your life you came to see one so you know exactly what a hypocrite does. These backstabbers, good-for-nothing double-crossers spend their time pretending to be something they are not. They smile at you when they see you and when you are not around you are the victim of their endless mockeries, insults and negative criticisms. The worst part is not their hypocrisy, but what happens when you realize their “wrong” doing. Looking for approval from your so-called friends you start criticizing your new discovered adversary: “I can’t believe she would do that to me, I would have never done that to her.” But you are doing it, right there and then. You are talking about another person behind their back. You just feel it’s different because “she started it.” The truth is, there are two sides to everything. Which side is good or bad is subject to interpretation. Perhaps, the best approach to the problem is to look at things from all perspectives before reaching conclusions.

How often are children told not to play with fire? The child usually learns not to play with fire after that first contact with an object heated at over one hundred degrees of a new experience. The day my child comes to me screaming and crying because he/she just got burned, I will take care of the wounds and ask: “Do you understand now what I was trying to tell you?”

Isn’t it much better to know why, than to follow the beaten track? To know exactly why things happen the way they do is bliss. What’s even better is that by understanding that there are two sides to everything, we can take a negative and turn it into a positive. With this type of thinking, we are not just destined to have a glass that is always half full, we are also now wired for success. Can you imagine if we focused all that energy we spend getting angry with those who critic us and put it into something else? Find out if what your critics are saying is true and then use that information to get even better! People with negative attitudes are always ready to tell everyone else what is wrong. They make for much better friends than the ones who smile but never tell the truth.

There is no reason to experiment on the two sides of everything though, you got to be smart. If you decide to rob a bank and you get shot and die, you won’t have a opportunity to try something else, unless you believe in reincarnation that is. Know that there are two sides to everything and learn to make the right decisions. It is just as dumb to believe there is only one way to everything as it is to believe in single-sided coins.

What I like: her eyebrows, the dark long hair with the light colored eyes. She’s seems very girly, knows how to dress good and has a nice smile. Still she doesn’t seem to be one of those girls that would spend way too much time getting ready to go out. From the pictures that I’ve seen she doesn’t dress for people to look at her, I would say it’s  always about what she wants to wear. Her dresses are not usually tight or very short and I like that she can switch it up like that.

What I don’t like: I don’t know anything about her. I know her father was a football player for the Jets, but about her I know nothing, except she has/had a t.v. show with her mom.

If I’m right about the way she dresses and her personality, I wouldn’t mind getting to know her better.

What I like: her skin, her eyes, her hair. She and her friends have the word “bootylicious” in the dictionary, which I think she represents very well. I like her southern accent and the way she dresses and carries herself. She also seems to have good parents, the kind you can easily get along with and learn something new. I like her smile a lot, although sometimes it looks forced, as if somebody had always whispered in her ears: “you got to smile when you’re in public.” I like that she does more than just music. She’s got the clothing company, perfume, did her own cell phone and I imagine she’s got other things too. Oh yes, she knows how to keep her personal life away from the media.

What I don’t like: it seems she can easily put some extra weight on her legs. They don’t stay toned and skinny. I think she’s not one of those women who stays thin no matter what, and most women don’t so it’s OK. I heard she just got married to Jay-Z after six years of dating… I thought I would meet her before she would do that, but if she’s happy then good. Six years dating someone is a long time. It’s a little worrying that the relationship started when she was about 20, that doesn’t leave space for dating some more and getting to discover herself. You could have had me Beyoncé… Oh well.

I only hope that she’s doing what she wants to do. I’m happy to see her succeed, but I get the feeling that she does things to satisfy others and I hope I’m wrong. She seems a good woman, in and out, and deserves good people to be around her.

What I like: she’s from a different culture, her eyes because they are not the usual and they contrast nicely with her hair, the smile, she speaks Tulu, Hindi, English, Marathi and Tamil. For what I can tell, the rest of her body is just as beautiful as her face.

What I don’t like: she’s married.

I can’t picture her being dumb. I think she is one of those women that is beautiful and intellectual. I also think of her as having a good relationship with her husband, as in they both take care of each other. If that’s really the case then I’m happy for her.

See, that’s all I need, a beautiful woman in the inside and outside that is there for me no matter what, good times and bad times. A woman who wants to do things with me and for me not because I asked her, but because she loves me. I’d give her the same love and attention back.

There are way too many beautiful women in this world. Finding one that fits just right in my mind and heart is the hard part.

What I like: she’s got a beautiful smile. It comes out as very honest and her skin is always shining. Looking very healthy. I didn’t know this until today, but she was born in Zambia and her full name is Thandiwe Adjewa Newton, I like that she’s African, kept her African name and has an English accent. I like it ’cause I find it all exotic. I find her brown eyes very attractive also.

What I don’t like: I wish her thighs had a little more meat on them and calves a little more definition.

The way I’ve seen her on screen it makes me think she has a great personality, but maybe she’s just a really good actress… I hope it’s not just that.

I believe everything is possible, but the day I met Katie it was no love at first site. I thought she looked good and I wanted to get with her. So I made a mental note: “work on the brunette from the gym.” That was about it.

At the time I was all about having sex with as many girls as possible. Feelings towards someone else were something I hadn’t been experiencing for a while and honestly it was just what I needed to do at that time.

I think the first time I talked to Katie I asked her if I had talked to her before. I’m sure she thought it was my way of breaking the ice, but really… I was confusing her with another girl I had met at the gym. I wised up though. I quickly dropped the subject and got to knowing her a little better.

One of the things that I always liked about her was that I couldn’t read her mind all the way. Up to this day I can’t. She has this blank stare that she disguises with a smile and it just throws me off. Nobody should ever do that. A girl should either give me a blank stare meaning “what the fuck do you want” or smile and let me know it’s OK to talk to her. The blank stare is similar to Tim Duncan’s, you know, the basketball player… It’s probably not a good comparison ‘cause he’s a guy but that’s the only other person I’ve seen with that same look.

I decided on a bag of m&ms and a card and this is what I wrote her…

wHen the sun comes out and the birdies sing
A happy day was meant to be
a Place of fun this world can be
when People love and keep the peace
awaY with hate is what I say
cast a Vote for Marvin Gaye!
And this day will pass,
but the Love will stay
lEt this be a day
wheN beautiful things are said
That make you smile and nothing else
I wish you happiness
No matter what…
Eminems in the morning
juSt for you I bring

God is not he or she, but me and you. god is the light that helps us see and the darkness that teaches us lessons. God is everything beyond humans, plants and rocks. God is also the stars, the Moon and the unknown.

Don’t think of God merely as an image of yourself. Be aware that you have always heard God’s voice and felt God’s touch from before you were born.

Listen to God’s voice more often. Because every word, every touch, smile, struggle, and everything that happens in life and death is simply God’s way of teaching and be open to the rewards that come with them.

These words that I write are God’s words. We are all a piece of God. Together we are God. We are linked to each other. The living, the dead, you and me and everything in between.

Such an unusual town. Everything looks like from another century, which it is. What a dumb remark… Some of the shops are modern looking though.

Got to say something about the girl at the reception, she is the most beautiful girl I have seen in a very long time, and I can be picky. I think she is the daughter of the woman that attended to us yesterday. But I wonder if the fact that her parents are in business and she is too makes her more attractive.

Beautiful eyes and smile, I hope I can at least take a picture with me, but if I can get a kiss I will be in heaven. And if she likes me I may lose control of my feelings. I just know it.

I should do something interesting today, maybe go to this battlefield close to Brugge and take some pictures.

Back to the girl… she is really nice. She has working hands, which I like on her. I hope she is just as nice if I get a chance to talk to her and that I just haven’t made this all up in my head. It would be a shame if her soul is not in tune with her body, such a beautiful one.

Children are the true way of being. They’ll tell you the truth in your face and smile and talk to you when they really want to. They keep things in a real level and not in the surface.

But then something happens that changes our life, our way of living: society. Society plays a big roll in the way we believe. Imagine if we didn’t live in big groups of people. Wouldn’t this world be different?

I think it’s sad when people lose their personal identity and just become a living waste. Nothing to really live for: you’re brought to this world, you study, reproduce, and die. And what happens if you don’t even reproduce? Then that person’s life is as meaningful as if he/she would have never lived. I don’t pretend to live my life like that.