Con cada palpitación
Con cada contracción de este musculo mío llamado el corazón
Me fluye la sangre
Transportando el nectar que necesito para seguir viviendo
Con cada latido
Mi mente piensa en tí
Mi nariz busca el fragante olor de tu cuerpo seductor
Mi mirada abraza cada poro de tu cuerpo como si fuera su escultor
Y siento que ya no puedo más
Es muy difícil seguir viviendo asi
Dia y noche pienso en ti
Pero tu no respondes… que será de mi?
Mi corazón se expande… se contrae
Se expande nuevamente y la sangre fluye y fluye
Mi cuerpo y mi ser
Todo lo pongo a tus pies
Por favor responde
Hazme saber que tan si quiera mi imagen cruzó algún día tu mente
Que no soy torpe porque pienso en tí como alimento al hambre
Dime que me quieres…

Dime que me quieres pero dilo suavemente
No vaya a ser que me exite fuertemente
Y este inútil corazón mío que vive para tí…
Pare de latir…
Y entonces, amor mío, que sera de mí?
Qué será de las noches que planeé para tí
Las rosas que no te hicieron sonreir
Los abrazos que nunca te dí
Los besos que no tocaron tus labios
Y las piernas que nunca esparsí…

Regalame una sonrisa tan siguiera
Regalame una mirada seductora
Y si es verdad que no me quieres
Dimelo tambien, que hoy mi alma muere
Pero no sin una batalla mas
Porque yo iré al cielo
Y le rogaré al Todo Supremo
Que me retorne a tu lado
En el cuerpo del que es tu verdadero amado
Lo que sea para hacerte feliz
Así es todo lo que fluye dentro de mí

Ya se que no te doy el espacio que te prometi
Hago lo que me nace del fondo
Disculpame si te menti
No he podido dejarte en paz y es asi que lo prefiero

No te conozco bien
No se quien eres en verdad
Pero sigo queriendo
Y mas vale tratar que lamentar

I fight the devil inside my head
It’s telling me I’ll never be a success
Socially incapable though highly likable
Life seems to be a word with more than one syllable
Afraid of being laughed at
Worried I’ll never have jack
I crack smiles, but never laugh hard
My life is an act and I play my part

Fuck the devil in my brain
Lights, Camera - Action!
Need to set this shit in motion
Before the Grim Reaper calls my name
Too many thoughts, too many details
Too much yapping for a quick email
I come close to knocking
I will be knocking
And when the door opens I will walk in

Sometimes I feel like I can’t do it all
Most times I feel like it’s all on me
Whether I fail or not, it’s on me
People tell me to leave it up to some divinity
But I’m afraid that if I start doing that I’ll end up with
Less than what I ask for, yet grateful for what is given
As if this is what was really my dream
And what if it is forsaken?

I don’t trust, I won’t trust, I can’t trust
Friends come and go,
Family stays but sometimes won’t show up,
Girlfriends take me on an emotional roller coaster
And the only constant is me

I’m filling my head with experiences I won’t forget,
Hoping that in return they’ll help me get to places
That when I look back I won’t regret

I don’t stop, I won’t stop, I can’t stop!
Friends will keep on smiling,
The family will keep on embracing
Girlfriends will keep on loving, then asking, then nagging
And the only variable is me

As I am capable of determining my own future
Son, that was the past now look at this future
And I know I can do it all…
I take a little bit of this and that and make gumbo with it all…

I am who I am
I am the man who crawls into your bed in the middle of the night
And the same way I come, I leave when I like
I am the moon light you need so you can see at night
I am the sun that brightens your skies
Don’t ever think of me as your other half
Nor come to me when you need advice
I am not your friend nor your father
I am not your creator nor your messenger
I am not your brother nor your lover
I am who I am
I am the man who comes to you in the middle of the night
With a mood that supersedes my actions
I can be gentle or rough, but never expect me to act with hesitation
I make you feel good… and then I leave you to cry
I do not want your love nor do I need it
You know what I want and you will keep on giving it
Why keep asking for my name when you already know the answer
Wanting another answer is simply asking for more pain
I am who I am
And you must leave it at that
If you ask me one more time I will never again cross into your path
You see, in a relationship like this only one can have the feelings
The other is simply the perfect definition of a realist
I am the honest person that you’ve ever come across
I never lie to you, I don’t put anything on a cusp
If you have to leave me because I didn’t lie to you
I understand, and best of lucks to you

Mi amor, tan solo dame dos minutos
Dos minutos de tu vida es todo lo que necesito
Dos minutos de tu vida es lo que te pido
Para decirte que te amo

Me muero sin tus besos
Quiero decir que fuiste mía
Aunque sea por dos minutos
Entregate a mi por tan solo dos minutos

Treinta segundos para besar tu cuerpo
De pies a cabeza como si fueras el viento
Treinta segundos para tomar tu cuerpo
Y plantear la semilla de mi retorno

Treinta segundos para abrazarte
Como si fuera el fin del mundo
Y treinta segundos para decirte que te amo
Y rogarte otros dos minutos

Es que no me entiendes? Me muero sin tu calor
Me haces falta como al cuerpo sin agua
Como a el corazón sin sangre que latir
Como al pulmón sin aire que inhalar

Eres mía, y mía nada mas
Dame dos minutos y te bajo las estrellas
Dame un beso y te doy la luna
Dame tu amor y te regalo el universo

Dos minutos te pido mi amor
Dame tan solo dos minutos de tu tiempo
Y si me das lo que te pido
felizmente me voy al cielo

¿Que será de la mujer
que acapara mis pensamientos?
Día y noche pienso en ella
y en sus senos descanza mi alma.
Tan solo una llamada basta
para escuchar su voz
y perder la cabeza,
pero el orgullo que cargo por dentro
no deja que el amor siga su curso.
No después de lo que me hizo
cuando le entregué mi corazón
pero no le dió la debida atención.

Si tan solo Dios curara mi dolor.
Esta enfermedad que cargo
conocida como el amor.
El sintoma de “no me importa”
si cargo esta desgracia,
lo importante es el
“¿Qué será de mi doncella?”

Duerme, mi reina
y si necesitas ayuda,
aquí estoy, mi reina.
Tan solo una llamada basta
para escuchar tu voz
y perder la cabeza.

Last night I had the bright idea of practicing my rhymes by writing poems. So today I did the first one and I actually didn’t take much time. I was in my accounting class and bored and this is what I came up with:

Variable Expenses and Cost of Goods Manufactured
I have to hear it in the Tuesday morning lecture
They’re teaching the tools I need to work for the rich
Are you serious? I don’t plan to be a bitch

I could give two fucks about inventories and overhead
Show me what it takes to be rich instead
They tell me if I sit in class with a whole bunch of dummies
By the time I get out I can double my pennies

Believe me, I’m fighting to get real money till the day I die
I’m making my money here on Earth or in the skies
Next to Jesus they say, that’s where he’s waiting for me
So I’ll repent from my sins, then sell crack to the kids

The only good thing in class right now is the professor
She’s got a cute little ass I wouldn’t mind tapping into
Hmmm… I hope she’s got a shaved tight pussy
And those perky little tities, I will suck them silly

Hello! I guess it’s time to go
The class has been dismissed so I’m ‘o go home.

Peace

I was making small talk with the professor after class. She’s a TA so she’s really young. I told her I wasn’t into the class today so instead I wrote a poem. She laughed and said nobody seemed to be into the class. Damn it I wanted her to ask me about the poem. Just to see her reaction. If I could I would have sucked them tities silly right there in the classroom.

I’ve been thinking bout the times that I’ve failed
Got to looking in the mirror and didn’t like the way I felt
I guess I’m a failure
Too many people better than me so I’ll never be major

Look at them… i hate their existence
Born with silver spoons so they don’t even walk the distance
Their day to day life is not a struggle
So they don’t go thru life with the same troubles

And it was then that something hit me
It didn’t get it there and then but it would free me
I was looking at them instead of doing me
While they were looking at themselves and didn’t think of me

So I started doing me for me!
And I discovered a lot of beautiful things
Turn my negativity into a positive thing
And then the only thing left for me was victory

Oh Pussy… Sweet Pussy

You are God’s greatest gift to mankind

Without you there would be no life

There would be no I

And this is why

Today and everyday

In you I put my faith

That you will do what seems like the impossible

Bless me with offspring, it will be a miracle

Only you can do the things you do

Make me feel so good

I even have to pleasure you

If I had one day to live

You best believe I will be spending it with you

Oh Pussy… Sweet Pussy

Don’t ever leave me

I’m not a man to kill myself

But If you were to leave this world

There would be no reason for me to live

I Love You from the bottom of my heart Sweet Pussy

Sincerely

by Antonio Bullen

INTRODUCTION

To speak from the heart and tell you who I am
Is the same as suicide when what I am is all a sham
‘Cause what I am to you, is so much all of what you want
But what I want from you, is only something that you got

Taking no prisoners cause’ my boat won’t rock
Looking like an angel so I can speak to your heart
I’ll tare your heart after I spread your legs apart
But you know what Fergie said: “Big girls don’t cry”

(Uhmm, Clearing throat)

So don’t make plans with your girls on Thursday night
I’ll pick you up at seven, got dinner with candle lights
Wine and roses, put it all on my tab
Whatever it takes for me to be on top

Now I’m changing the mood with the dim of the lights
I’ve seen this film before so on you are my eyes
You turn your head and look at me, with baby face I smile at you
I hold your hand, It’s so high school, but yet I know you like my groove

MENTAL MANIPULATION

I move slowly, bait’s on the hook, so calm I look
That’s how I look, but in my brain… nothing’s overlooked
I’m making no moves till I make you wonder why
Your thoughts are divagating so now time is on my side

(In the voice of a woman: Why is he not making a move on me? Does he thing I’m
fat? Oh my gosh that’s why he made me dinner. I eat a lot.)

Denzel is on the verge of Ethan’s training finale
You didn’t even notice the concern is with your body
And just before you think the night has nothing for you to gain
I look at you, you’re so ashamed, but what the hell we’ll still be friends

Vulnerable and insecure you’ve fallen victim of your brain
I smile at you again, this time I kiss you, hope reclaimed
Did you see how effortlessly I shifted through the gears?
I know you didn’t, but your insecurity disappeared

Now what are you grabbing on?
You know that is not my arm
You trying to turned me on…
Succeeded so here I go

REACHING MY GOALS

Before you know it, your clothes is coming off
You want me in, whisper you want me right now
I’ll put it in, but the gap is very small
You say “take your time”, I’m on top, so that’s my call

Up and down you go and in and out I go
We do it all night till your lips start getting cold
It’s been a while, three rubbers, now I’m done
I’m busting out, yes I am, whether you cum or not

You tell me you liked the way I made you feel
You want to hear it from me, you ask, and yes indeed
Now you want to cuddle… and hear my heart beat, why?
When what you got I also get it from your friends, no lie

So make it quick, get dressed its time to go
There is no love, but at least, I’ll take you home
I wish you well, nope… you can’t change my ways
So I won’t be calling, not even in two days

FINAL WORDS

Girl please forgive me if I smiled at you
Forgive me if I lied to you
But tell me, what am I supposed to do?
When what you got is all I really want from you

So sound the alarm, tell the world who I am
Still I give a damn cause well.i.am
This song is no lullaby, nor is it to make you cry
It could be a happy track it all depends on where you stand

But if you cry yourself to sleep, wishing I was dead
Tomorrow is a new day, stay in bed and please don’t hate
One more tear for yet one more day
It’s the same old heart wearing a brand new vest

So for all the women who unlock their precious gates
And all the men who play this vicious game
I wish you all the most success
In reaching your goals without regrets

By Antonio Bullen

I was walking down the street hand in hand with my girlfriend
Looking for a gift for my mama’s birthday
When I came across a candy store I had never seen before
Big sign on the door that said:
“A Box of Chocolates When You Get a Job With Us”

Antonio: I would like to apply for a job I said to the man standing by the cash register.
Store Clerk: Sure thing can do. But do you know what you’re getting yourself into?
Antonio: No I guess not, I replied.
Store clerk: Well like everything in life, there are pros and cons:

This is a place where dreams become realities
And you can truly become everything you want to be
The whole world knows who we are
Some of them are friends, some of them hate
But that’s OK
Cause’ we can put them in their place

We’ve got stores that span from California to Japan
We are true caretakers of our workers
From other stores we’ve hired so many great minds
To them we are more like undertakers

He takes out a box of chocolates and puts it on the counter. Looks at me and says:

You see, our company is like this box of chocolates
We’ve got everything from white to dark
Some with cherries and others with caramel inside
But together we make one fine delight

Every piece of chocolate is unique in its own way
Using the same ingredients yet making small changes
And it takes a whole box to understand the experience
All of that before you come back to your senses

Before you fill out this application
Understand that there is a condition
You will have to come and train with us for a few months
You will leave immediately
And when you are done,
You might not want to come home

I understood what the man was saying and yes, I wanted the money, the fame, the glory and felt like I could take anything else that comes with it.

My girl looked at me and knew what I was thinking. In no time she held my hand tight and said:

Girlfriend: Please don’t do it
Not after all I’ve done for you
Who’s going to make you breakfast in the morning?
Help you through your darkest nights
When you think you can’t go no more
I know just how to mix your rum and coke
And that you can’t stand to walk over wet floors!
We had our lives planned together…

She was getting to me so I had to interrupt her:

Panama… say no more
You know you are the most beautiful thing in the world
Since we were kids we’ve been together
And through the years we’ve grown to be lovers
I’m not saying it’s over
But lately, you’ve been getting lazy
You’ve got to get your shit together
Please don’t cry for me… please!
I know you’re sad to see me leave
But I promise I’ll be back in a heartbeat
You were my first and only lover
I’m in debt with you forever
Oh yes, I will need one last favor
Please give my mama this box of chocolates
Tell her I’m sorry I couldn’t say goodbye
I tried…
That I love her and I’ll be gone till November
To pray for me and I’ll miss her food
But I’ll do good like she taught me to
And when I’m back I’m bringing diamonds for the sole of her shoes…

I quickly filled out the application, turned it in and got my one-way ticket. Hugged my boo and wiped her tears. The man walked me through the back door of the store where there was already a shuttle waiting to take me to the airport. And right before I jumped into the vehicle I had one more question I had to ask: Sir you told me how great your store is, but when I walked in I didn’t see a name on the door. What is the name of this company I now work for? The man looked at me and smiled, and with great pride he said: America.

Te quise en el amarte pero no te ame cuande te quise
Si pudiera quererte toda la vida, me muero
El no poder amarte me volveria loco
A que vengo a ver si no te puedo tener?

Quiero consumir tu cuerpo pero a otro nivel
Comerte viva, comerte la chucha
Chuparte las tetas hasta pararte el corozo
Jalarte el cabello hasta que te duela el cuello

Agarrarte el culo con tanta fuerza
Que te dejo mis manos imprimidas en tus mejillas
Meterte la verga tan a fondo que te me retraes
No mas para que me exites mas y te la meto mas fuerte

Coqueta!
Mirate no mas esos bustos que cargas
Como es que no te vienes con mirarte en el espejo?
A que sabran los jugos que emanecen de tu cuerpo?

Tu sonrisa me dice que me quieres a morir
Tu sonrisa me dice que no me amas
Si me amaras estuvieras aqui conmigo
Y no sonriendome de lejos

No me digas loco
Loco por ti si pero igual te dejo si me pones a chillar
Cabrona! A la verga te me vas con esa boca
Y te lo digo de todas las posibles formas

Si vienes a joder no mas por favor te me regresas
Si no te me quitas la ropa y te hechas en la cama
Y ya como que te quiero mucho no es verdad?
Que no puedo pasar un minuto sin amarte si no estas a mi lado

Y si te vas te busco por otros medios
Ya sea tu hermana, tu vecina o la palma de mi mano
Pero por otro lado
No hay nada mas puro que lo que hemos sembrado

Honestidad que nacio no con una rosa, una cita o en la disco
Si no con el recado que te dejo antes de que te rompa el culo
Diciendote lo que siento por dentro
Esperando tu respuesta

Y si me dices que si
Te prometo que sera la ultima vez que la decision queda en tu lado
Porque de entonces en adelante rondas en mi mundo
Y vas y vienes cuando yo digo

Y si te atreves a desafiarme… te castigo
Te gusta no?
Como me amas tu tambien…
Pendeja!!

(Inspirada en la pelicula “Asi del Precipicio”)